Because Of you

One of my fav.singer is Kelly Clarkson..
I like her music (Hard-Girly-Romance)

The first song that I heard is "Because of you"
Lagunya dibuka sama permainan piano yang indah, dan suaranya yang keren..
Pas reff lagunya,barulah drum dimainkan dan menambah keren lagunya.
The most thing that I like from her songs is "Drum playing"
it's awesome.

I looking for this song just because my English task.
At the time, we have to found some love sentences, and we have to read it on front of the class.
I choose "because of you" for my love sentences because i think that the song title is romantic.
But, after i got the lyrics,, I was shock #ALAY :D
The meaning of this song is such a tragedy, not a romantic one :(.
But, although the meaning is like that, I still love the song 'till now.
Well, this is the lyrics of "Because Of you"

I will not make the same mistake that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

you feel so hard

I've learned the hard away

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you 

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

a smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you 

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing..

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you 

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because Of you..

Because Of you..

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